:: 02-03-24
HAPPY (very belated) NEW YEAR!! so much stuff happened in my life since the last time i updated this page so i might as well catch up. first off, I'M IN COLLEGE NOW!!! and majoring in psychology!! tbh i'm mostly only doing this to please my mom, if she didn't care about me going to college i wouldn't be there in the first place. it's so expensive for no reason and the work is so stressful??? why tf do i have to write so many essays??? I HATE IT HERE!!! i just want to spend what little i have left of my teen years girling around instead of spending sleepless nights typing some stupid paper. also, i'm 19 years old now! i turned 19 on the 27th of january and my cousins gave me a monster energy drink (specifically the ultra strawberry dreams flavor) for my b-day. it tasted good but unfortunately the very next day i ended up getting very anxious and having a heart attack scare so now i can't have anymore energy drinks. anxious people can't have SHIT in this world! thankfully i got cookie cake and plushies for my birthday so it all cancels out. anyways i don't know how to close this entry so BYEEEEEEEEE ^_^

:: 08-20-23
HI I AM BACK. sorry for the sudden disappearance, but to be honest i just kinda forgot about this site throughout the summer until i checked it out recently and thought that i should change it's layout. well, i'm working on that now except I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TYPE OF LAYOUT I WANT!!! it's getting to the point where i'm debating just leaving the site layout as is. honestly idk what to do now at this point SOMEONE HELP ME 😭

:: 06-04-23
i have been raised from the dead!!! jk, but it has been a month since i updated this site. so, what happened? well first off, I FINALLY GRADUATED HIGHSCHOOL!!! i'm so happy because these were literally the most stressful four years of my life, i legit thought i wasn't gonna be graduating at one point because i did so bad in my classes (that and shitty mental health). so now that i have WAY MORE time, i can now focus on updating this site!! i know some of yall are gonna make fun of me for this but i also started getting into some of the interests i had when i was 14 (cough cough countryhumans). does anyone even remember countryhumans anymore? i remember it being really popular in the animation meme sphere back in 2019, and a lot of people were shitting on it because the fandom was mostly just shippers (i can understand it tho... a disturbing amount of ppl in the fandom were shipping the literal THIRD REICH and the ussr). thankfully most of the ppl in the fandom aren't like that anymore, since the ch fandom is mostly dead now. anyways, on another note, i finally got my cliques page up and i'll probably get the sozai page up like promised (i swear!!!)

:: 04-29-23
can't believe i'm writing this while i'm in the middle of completing the mountain of final exams i have. which is partly the reason why i haven't had time to devote to this site lately! all my work for the semester is due friday next week and i wanna make sure i get all these assignments in before then. the other reason is because i kinda lost interest in this site?? keyword being kinda. i plan to get this site up and running again as soon as i finish up all my assignments. i also plan to start working on the sozai section because i know what most of you guys reading this are here for >_> (completely understandable!)

:: 04-09-23
i went to my sister's house for easter, and it was pretty fun! we had a backyard barbecue and an egg hunt for my neices and nephews. after all that they went into their little mini pool but since it was SO HOT (typical south florida weather :/), i decided to go back inside, where i drew on my phone. afterwards we cut some cake but my family barely had any since they're not the biggest fans of frosting even though it's literally the best part of the cake. thankfully we got to take home some leftover meat + cake cuz those two were DELICIOUS. we ended up leaving earlier than expected (my mom likes to leave at 11-12 PM) because my mom started feeling sleepy plus we had a whole puppy waiting for us at home! so anyways i just ate some cake right now and i'd have some more, except i'm lowkey scared of gaining weight because before today i was on a diet and doing really well up until now :,) so no more cake for me!

:: 04-06-23
omg i haven't blogged since FOREVER (it had been one day). so what was i up to? well, i got a new PUPPY!!! his name is bonbon, and he's a one month old shih tzu puppy. i've been spending a lot of time taking care of him (feeding him, potty training him, putting him to sleep) and let me tell you, it's hard work! it's like taking care of a kid, except i'd much rather take care of a puppy than a kid. what makes this whole thing even harder is that my other dog, lucky, gets really jealous of him even tho bonbon is his son! like how do you get jealous of your own son?! my mom doesn't trust lucky around him because lucky likes to bite during play and she's scared she'll hurt the little puppy. so far i have him asleep in his cage right now which means i can write this entry (and procrastinate doing my schoolwork) in peace!

:: 04-04-23
yeah, you read that right. i spent almost the whole entire day asleep and if it weren't for my mom forcibly waking me up or my math teacher calling me, i would have just. stayed asleep all day. i just really love sleeping in okay? my bed is comfy, and i can get to escape reality for a couple of hours by taking a nice catnap. at this point i just spend most of the day in my room in bed because i've got online classes + my mom won't let me go out on my own even tho i'm 18 LOL. maybe she will once i finally get my driver's license but i doubt it. hispanic parents are stupidly overprotective, they won't let you do certain things until you move out T_T

:: 04-04-23
now i can finally quit all my social medias! jk, tumblr imo is one of the only good social medias left, plus i love all my online friends way too much to leave them out of the blue (even if we don't talk much). anyways, i feel kind of stressed right now, there is only a month left til i graduate and i have a MILLION things to do. finish all my work, study for my driver's license, apply for financial aid (college is expensive here in the good ol' us of a, after all!), etc. sometimes i wish i were living in a cute lil cottage in the middle of a forest, waking up whenever i want and baking treats for me, myself and i, the worry of getting into a good college and paying for it immediately being lifted from my shoulders. but NO, instead i'm staying up all night to finish all my online classwork (i do my classes online now). honestly it feels like my future is uncertain now at this point. will i get into a cheap & decent college, or will i be that one person who never got into college? stay tuned to find out!